Truly saying this word CHANGE piss me off always...i always hated this word since my childhood till now.
At childhood changing of schools, friend circles, seasons when i used to fall sick alot, environment, subjects, physical transitions etc etc GOD i just wanted to stop all that was changing within me and outside.
As time passes by i learned changing is the law of nature, if we stop now everything will be stopped. We will be on the same place forever,we wont be able to enjoy and lead-live the life truly wholly, will loose a chance to see the colors of life with different angles and perspectives.
Hard and fast life is changing..From a child when broken toys and pencils are the main concerns we are now at the level when we are carrying a broken heart and unfulfilled dreams..tangled with the time and relations..
At this point i'm actually feeling we had crossed too many milestones of life and still there more to come,more to see, face and tackle..My school friends are getting married..now my college friends are..how come we are so mature and old that we will be able to enlighten someone's home, be a mom and a wife..how come we will be manage all that.I'm just amazed of the fact time turns so fast,we dont get a chance to say or act totally or fully.
Today i feel like i have still so many things to do, to act, to scold like hell on the people who made me cry, to praise and love back to the people who made me feel special and loved, to fulfill all the dreams of my parents, to give them happiness of lifetime, to play and fight with my brothers and sisters hard, to express all my feelings in front of all, to scream from the topmost place over a hill, to punch some people on the face and the list goes on. time is running out i realized it well now..GOD just give me little more time such that i can act fully..then i know we have to be a responsible person taking care of all. have to be very selfless..have to be a someone everyone wants to be :) :)
At childhood changing of schools, friend circles, seasons when i used to fall sick alot, environment, subjects, physical transitions etc etc GOD i just wanted to stop all that was changing within me and outside.
As time passes by i learned changing is the law of nature, if we stop now everything will be stopped. We will be on the same place forever,we wont be able to enjoy and lead-live the life truly wholly, will loose a chance to see the colors of life with different angles and perspectives.
Hard and fast life is changing..From a child when broken toys and pencils are the main concerns we are now at the level when we are carrying a broken heart and unfulfilled dreams..tangled with the time and relations..
At this point i'm actually feeling we had crossed too many milestones of life and still there more to come,more to see, face and tackle..My school friends are getting married..now my college friends are..how come we are so mature and old that we will be able to enlighten someone's home, be a mom and a wife..how come we will be manage all that.I'm just amazed of the fact time turns so fast,we dont get a chance to say or act totally or fully.
Today i feel like i have still so many things to do, to act, to scold like hell on the people who made me cry, to praise and love back to the people who made me feel special and loved, to fulfill all the dreams of my parents, to give them happiness of lifetime, to play and fight with my brothers and sisters hard, to express all my feelings in front of all, to scream from the topmost place over a hill, to punch some people on the face and the list goes on. time is running out i realized it well now..GOD just give me little more time such that i can act fully..then i know we have to be a responsible person taking care of all. have to be very selfless..have to be a someone everyone wants to be :) :)
